Dear God..... Some people are so... So so so..... So toxic.... They remind me to be thankful and grateful for having the very few normal people who i can get along with in life......

No matter how nice or fair you are and how much you care about that person, that person couldn't give a fuck to move 1 step to even see you. That is what shocked me, those types of people exist....

This just reminded me that I have never asked someone to hangout with me. My friends sometimes ask me to go out and 95% of the time I want to turn them down but I usually agree and go out with them. A few weeks ago a friend wanted me to go to the movies with him and he spent 3 days "forcing" me to go lol until I finally agreed to go. I really have to be in a "special" mood if I want to hangout with someone.