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NoMad141132y@vane it's going very slowly and honestly I don't have much nerves for sitting down and practicing drawing most days.
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-red103762yHow do you feel about going away traveling ? Nice to be out on a highland somewhere around the time the result arrives. Maybe takes your mind off of things.
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anxiety is killing me