Should I work on my game..
..Or...
Should I go to my parents Easter Party in a hot ass park with tons of people and get stressed out and let my social anxiety implode on me..

Who am I kidding, I don't have a choice here. *gets ready for the party*

I don't usually go to a party. But when I do, I'm thinking of my project and forgot I was in the party.

Ps. Go enjoy the life outside. Hehe

@saiphp Just got a text saying I don't have to go. x.x So I am going to pretend like I have a ptoject due or something if anyone asks.

@Cyanite they know you're not a party goer.

@saiphp I have social issues. It would just be an anxiety fest for me anyways.

Work on your social anxiety, face your fears, imo

@matanl I mahe more important things to deal with atm.

@Cyanite when you fear something you tend to stress and make excuses. Social life will help you for the long term while a game helps you in the short term, do what you like, I just present my opinion since you asked :)

@matanl If you read the longest word on my profile, you'll understand.

@Cyanite I read it b4, you shouldn't focus on other people and their thoughts but on yourself

@matanl Well it's hard to focus on myself when I'm "not allowed" to come out all the way, and my mind is slowly self-destructing under preasure.

@Cyanite not an easy reality, just do your best it's definitely enough

@matanl Not for me. I have a googelplex of issues. And everyday I'm "not allowed" to be myself, is one less day in my short existance in this world that I wasn't happy.

@Cyanite you decide what is enough for you. Walk step by step and don't expect to finish your marathon after the first mile

@matanl I've already lived ~25% of my life. I'm not going to go to some stupid party thats part of a holiday not in my religion, with people that will judge me for "looking/acting feminine" because I'm not allowed to tell them the truth.

Also, it's alabama. So it's hot as hell, and the party is taking place in a park.

@saiphp lmao story of my life

@saiphp I feel you bro