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tl;dr fuck me, I'm stupid, I suck at my job and I wanna die but can't complain because I'm labeled ungrateful

I am -this- close... -this- close to strangling someone, or myself for that matter, over trying to finish this goddamned website that I regret taking on just because I needed the money.

You make me rework my website design three times and eventually end up micro-managing me and keep on making me make small changes that even I can't figure out, nor can anyone else for that fucking matter because you want it to be 'perfect'. God I'm so irritated right now let me fucking sleep. I want out so bad but fuck me sideways with my gaping asshole I need the fucking money.

I wanna quit this shit so bad, it's making me hate myself and throwing me into an existential crisis whether or not am I even a good designer / developer because I just can't satisfy this perfectionist asshole and need to greet him with a smile every fucking time to maintain good terms between our startups.

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i just wanna sleep

i don't wanna do this anymore

just someone kill me

i hate my job right now
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  • 3
    8y
    Dude... this project will be over don't worry... enjoy life, many people cant.
    You can do it...believe in yourself man.
  • 1
    8y
    Dude, your peace is worth more. Go sleep. And take Sunday off.

    Once you start coding to finish you'll end up in a bad place. Just stop.
  • 2
    8y
    Wooosah!!!

    Do not let it get to you, whenever I have to deal with a perfectionist I do it in small dosages
  • 2
    8y
    You are the only person that can give someone persmission to make you feel like shit. Remember its just a job, and you have to find your cultural fit. Either suck it up and drive on, or tell them how you feel, or tell them to pack sand and move out. I'm probably have to go through the same situation after I transition from the military and I wont know where I fit but my sense of self and my values will never change. Call upon your network and whiteboard bro. I wish you the best.
  • 1
    8y
    Dude! Go sleep.
    Tomorrow you'll take another look at that and finish it.
    Life will be bright for you again!!

    And if something goes wrong, "Jesus is the answer!"
    xD
  • 4
    8y
    Redesigned 3 times? Doesn't sound like a perfectionist.. more like an asshole who doesn't know what he wants but wakes up every morning masturbating his ego, thinking he's Steve Jobs or something for being so particular about shit. If it helps, I imagine he has a tiny dick as well.

    Also, you should let your boss know. Not about his micropenis of course, about the extent of his indecision.
  • 2
    8y
    Wow, okay. I wasn't expecting do many sympathetic and caring responses, they all just made my day.

    I finally slept after raging for the next 2-3 hours and delivered the site a while ago... he wants some more stuff done on Tuesday but at least I got out of the current problems so yeah. Thanks again, guys. I probably needed all that encouragement.
  • 1
    8y
    @ronakkaria God bless your beautiful soul, thank you
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