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late 3 hours to take the 2nd pill of today. and already feeling the drug drawbacks kick in. feeling very fucking angry. aggressive. annoyed for every bit that doesnt go the right way. in terms of wanting to hit the table when a problem occurs. but when i take the pill i get calmer. not giving a fuck about problems and stress. its like im injecting horse-level drugs that give me horse adrenaline or, horse drawbacks. fuck it. ill take these drugs all my life. hopefully it kills me sooner. life is shit anyways. i do not care nor value life. fuck that

the reason why im taking these drugs is

1) ex blonde whore who i still keep unfortunately seeing because no other fucking girl even wants to go out for coffee with me! unbelievable im fucking pissed!

1) crypto coin i invested lots of money failed 7 days ago at launch but now I'm investing even more to revive it and make a bank.

i stress so fucking much and have 0 rest. so much shit happening so many problems. now even family problems. family hates me and fight me bcz im still seeing with the whore blonde ex. they hate her and hate me for seeing her. but shes the only whore who gives me pussy whenever I want and for free. getting something like this is almost impossible for me, for some reason, since no other girl on the fucking planet wants to go out even for coffee. i literally am NOT being rude to them. they fuck me off like im a homeless fucktard. i have to be a fucking asshole and treat them like a whore for them to respect me. i am fucking tired. ALL WOMEN ARE WHORES.

Told you there was horse involved.

@donkulator fucking horses

@donkulator im gonna inject another pill when i get home soon before work watch for a new post now

@b2plane If you've started fucking horses, just remember what happened to Catherine the Great. It's a sketchy business.

Why not cocaïne? Your ex loves that when a guy does that.

Dude, those pills are okay, they won't kill you. You have to step up

Bro is fighting for his life over someone who wouldn't care if he lived or died

@spoiledgoods correct