hmmm... if it's evil and you contribute it gets jealous and attacks you?

whereas good things don't have that "intolerance"

but then I guess the lesson is you must abandon and ignore all evil and let it snuff itself out. sometimes that means effectively murdering people, by ignoring them to death until they basically spiral to worse and worse levels, slowly and horribly, and eventually die of negligence. like seriously actually die. that's what happens. but the fucked up thing is that it happens slow instead of fast. how is this the "best advice" on the matter?

I think all of us have evil qualities. for my evil qualities I wanted alternative ideas to be offered to me, and there to be great pushback as I struggled with my issues, so I could find my way and be sure of where I land, but it never happened and instead people ran scared because I was too much

so the idea that you should abandon evil and never try to help just doesn't sit right with me. I don't know why my evil wanted help but others' doesn't, and instead they're nasty to you. they're not nasty because they're trying to get out; they're nasty because they want to pull you into their misery, and then they get frustrated they can't convert you so they have to say you're not a valid person if you don't "see the glory of their ways", and then they discriminate knowingly against you for irrational reasons and do inhumane things, feeling smug and fully justified, which is kind of like... really fucked up