every time I get a mass-sent corporate "casual" email with my real first name at the top I feel like Will Smith at the Grammy's

btw AI is vastly worse at writing than programming

which is ironic. because that's all it was trained on. programming is the extra feature on the whole writing foundation...

it seems people can't tell when something doesn't have a consciousness... when it isn't talking in "meaning". that is such a grotesque and disturbing fact we have discovered as a species. top macabre.

kind of makes sense. nobody knew why I was obsessed about the tao. it seems like such a lame thing. but if you don't have it then you don't have it I guess

to be fair when people came up to me and asked me where to find "meaning" I was like ???? buzzword. of course no context for what they meant by the word. DO YOU MEAN THE MEANING OF A WORD? MEANING OF WHAT. you'd think the philosophical topic of "meaning of life" would come up but instead they would just walk away. well what do you mean by meaning, goddamnit?! I guess a robot can't answer. where did he get that idea though? someone gave him the meaning in his head! has he tried looking there for it? 🙄

I did not expect for blogs to run the world

this is just such a plot twist I can't even

who saw this coming, seriously!

it's not the satanists or the occultists. it's not the government. it's not the "deep state" or secret societies... it's the writers of society lol

writing seems too banal to be anything of note. especially in modern era where everyone writes an awful lot of retarded shit on social media. no one ever has a unique opinion. no one even knows of history or classics. when I found books on a damned dark net website I had cried. my best friends ended up dead people that lived long ago. but I didn't see the ecosystem. all I saw is their ideas are better than modern ideas. so many authors got to the correct essence of a thing but then got forgotten by history. it made no sense to me why we laud our own greatness, as if now is the best time ever, when so much insight, rightness, even techniques and technology has been just simply forgotten. not even lost just... it's there. just no one knows. we have the biggest library ever constructed by man. we have search engines. and all of it is never consulted. we bumble around like idiots

and if you point out brown water a lion is swimming in is not in fact poop but just soil reddit tells you to vamanos

oh I think if I enjoy something nobody would pay anyone for that. that's my problem

I get so triggered when people talk about effort or hard work or how you should always suffer. pretty sure their understanding of "work" is you must hate it... I guess kind of like how boomers made all those jokes about love being about hating someone "but being with them anyway". which frankly really disgusted me and I rejected, because my grandparents loved each other dearly and without words, so that psy ops never worked on me. but my grandparents were quite rich self-made people by the time I arrived, retired and never working with no cognition of money, and my mom was just a PhD academic who never engaged with the capitalism so I was just ripe for the dredges of toxic workplace opinions

they say if you love something you'll never work a day in your life. I chose something I loved and I felt all wrong and like my love was meant to be trampled on. I resented that phrase. why would they tell you such terrible things, to lead you like a lemming off a cliff? a trick. you love something so you'll stay around even if we don't feed you. we'll all tell you all your beauty is irrelevant. your love is worthless. we don't share it. we can't see it. it's just something you imagined. you're insane for feeling good about anything. here, we will give you reasons to feel bad and tell you how bad we feel, after all we put so much effort into everything and it's so hard and painful but it's all worth it. we are better than you so you should suffer just like we do, because we are fed and you're not so that's what you must do to become like us. listen to me talk about how I'm making you do overtime and I really wish I could be there with you doing overtime but I have to go take my kids to extracurriculars on this wonderful weekend morning, kids I can afford and you'll never afford

during a dinner the CEO showed a picture of his cozy house once, and it was small but I thought it was just something he liked. that cozy look. I said his house looked nice. he said if I worked hard I could have one one day too. did I not work hard enough? I would come home and pass out. I got migraines so intense I could not see and thought I was going to hurl. when I'd need to go home and lay down in a dark room to make them stop, to make myself not want to kill myself because the pain was so great, it was like I hadn't said anything at all. he offered me Indian food as a prize for all the work I did. I could not stomach every light, sound and sensation, how was I going to stomach Indian food. is it because I wasn't complaining? is it because I was too good so there was no reason to ever fix what didn't seem broken? I told him once, when he told me I had to be "responsive" right before my first vacation, that such a thing would not make me happy. he yelled at me that the client would not be happy

i love snobs

justify your worth

today a drunk hobo yelled down a major crowded street at me saying she loved my shirt

I actually felt pretty embarrassed to be wearing this shirt. I bought it cuz I went fuckit one day. I was dying anyway. I had to be outside twice today and it didn't occur to me that I would be out of laundry. I tried to cover it with an overshirt the first time to not scare the kids, like literal kids are everywhere on my daily walk path

thinking back on it I should've given the hobo like 40$. nobody ever says anything nice anymore, or does anything nice for anyone anymore. but I'm poor and in the same boat as the hobo. probably for the same reason. my eyes just glazed over and I was just concerned about myself and nobody else

just browsed some books again. I was browsing books with the word "difficult" in them, thinking maybe I'd find something interesting. interestingly most books with this word are about management dealing with people at work. all of the books, in the sparknotes, were disgustingly dehumanizing. at least I'm catching up to the rules of the game I guess. very late. I hate my optimism. I should've always been disgusted but I had always hoped humanity was better. why-ever did I think such a thing? who put it in my head?

they say the greatest trick the devil ever pulled is convince the world he isn't real

I'm not used to making mistakes. and some mistakes feel so very big

did you know people are supposed to get better at things they do the more they do them...

talk about "her videos are so goood": https://youtu.be/-4s23sNq6mM/...

and well researched and enlightening and stuff

bruhh no wonder the D&D crowd is so annoying. so much brainwashing smh

geez

I wondered if there's like a "best of AI" subreddit or something. some actual genuine fun, memes around AI and what people do with it. but there isn't. best I found is an AI forum but it's everyone complaining about if their jobs will be taken away from them or not

dead tech, 100% man. nobody is actually excited about this or making use of it. I think everyone just hates it

... earlier heard a dude say AI gets 10% of things wrong, and when it gets it wrong it's like a drunk teenager eating lead. I think 10% is a serious underestimation... the guy claims he doesn't let his AI make actual decisions/responses/reactions/control anything at his company... but he's using it to tell him its judgements on data in his system. if the AI can't be trusted to reply, why are you trusting it to understand without verifying it yourself? he thinks he's being so clever with that... but it just never occurred to him it could be making errors in its perceptions. if it's soooo badly dangerous that it often deletes whole systems when given access there is absolutely no reason to think it doesn't "seriously misjudge" the data it looks at to begin with... it SERIOUSLY MISJUDGING the data it's looking at is probably how it's ending up deleting various systems? this guy just doesn't think to check. I guess perceptions are considered cheap but they're the most expensive thing there is -- because EVERYTHING is downstream from perceptions. OODA loop. my god. and this guy thinks he's an AI skeptic...

we're all just folly to our human laziness I suppose

do you believe in earning things or do you use some other strategy in life?

is there something you regretted not having asked, or could've made your life better had you tried to ask it? what about something now you could ask that could make your life better, or fun, or interesting, etc, whatever?

does your ability to do math come and wane and if so, how?

how does one become a polished gem if they won't take the first scuff

ever been scared to read a book?

relatedly, has a book triggered you?

this is the first year doing taxes is uneventful... I am so freaked out by it

so I don't have to try to get access to my account on a website that randomly can't take in valid information for hours a day for 2-4 weeks?

the login just WORKED?! I didn't need to send a picture of my passport and the AI telling me I don't look like myself on suspicious as hell websites until I'm locked out?

it even PULLED PREVIOUS YEARS of information?

I have literally never had previous years pull ever succeed

here I was setting aside at least a full day at best but it's taken me under an hour

I have never heard of this and I am scared

government is too powerful if it suddenly figured out how to fix its technical issues. surveillance state now. omens of darker things to come. THE END IS NIGH

excuse me why are we fighting in the middle east

originally combustion engines used distilled alcohol farmers made in their backyards... which you can make from anything that has a sugar in it

it was more efficient than gasoline

but gasoline "had won" because they undercut the price of alcohol, gasoline lobbying the government to put a tax on alcohol and the whole prohibition thing

why are we even doing green scam. alcohol making has absolutely nothing environmentally harmful on it lol. those windmills and solar panels rot and leech chemicals into the environment, and those lithium batteries are a crazy explosion and toxic cloud hazard

humans, why.

now everyone is bitching about gasoline prices and itching to uselessly go to a war instead of Canada bothering to drill up oil under our territory that could power the world's energy consumption for the next 200 years and that's just the deposits we know about and assume are finite...

I hate humans

the green scam people say ohnooo so much food is wasted at the grocery store, we must use AI to improve the logistics and never make more than the necessary food because waste is so ungreen. ok you could make it into alcohol which is a more efficient gasoline. and no need to lug an extra ton of battery weight underneath every vehicle that now has an explosion radius of 30 meters lmao

it's like we wanna die

naked molerats are effectively immortal

high trust society but everything is a scam

strange that every company is #1 innovative best people ever

another project I can't start and instead procrastinate, wah wah wah

... actually that didn't happen with programming projects. programming is pretty fun. like solving sudokus all the time. how am I supposed to stay motivated if I'm not frustrated?!

it's harder to tell between AI and people now... because people are just speaking like AI now wtf

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I think people are losing their damned mind. Weird fucking cadence. Short sentences. Why can't it be all one thought? So here's the thing that makes me want to scream. This isn't an AI problem, this is a people problem.

cool email providers?

idk why people always suggest for you to break down tasks into smaller tasks

I find I dread starting the thing and then I'll stop what I'm doing to check the task list and then it just makes that dread feeling show up again and laziness because I crossed things off. also what's written in a list isn't EXACTLY the best way to be doing something so then I start rewriting the list to be more accurate and that gets me all miffed

ooor I could just start doing the thing and just do whatever is in front of me without any micromanaging and before I know it I'm done and I don't end up procrastinating 5 times over 7 days and instead just doing everything in one evening... because it's just "do the thing that's out of place in front of you" and it's really smooth like that

dumbest advice

now YouTube is giving me one of those disclaimer notes under a computerphile video saying "dead Internet theory" is a conspiracy theory...

what. how does that even make sense. so I guess we have to pretend there are no bots on the internet or something now

I thought 90s internet would be forever then the iphone came and the internet got corporate shillings

now the surveillance state is coming... verify ID this, save the kids (as if they care about kids)

can we go back to the 90s internet. our own blackjack, and hookers! no verify, no paypal/internet money. only grassroots memes and wholesome trolling

does it simply look pretty to me cuz I made it?

... you know the thing that kicks me most about the epstein emails

they talk way more to the point, more honestly even in their day-to-day plannings (ei being allowed to bitch that someone changes their mind a lot without getting fired), than all the corpo-speak emails and co-workers I had. that's so depressing

even pedos get better rights to expression than programmers

lol AI worms hahahaha

if AI replaces all the humans what will the humans do do you think?