@Lensflare I don't see how JavaScript could be too hard

at any rate. rust rust rust

@Lensflare a lot of things seem to be buggy in rust

I broke tui for no reason

reqwest just hangs all the time and I worked really hard to solve that one for months

in JavaScript things weren't buggy though. there was just data you shoved in the wrong location because you forgot something but that was pretty mild

idk what to do with these other things

@Lensflare js is easy to use so I don't understand what problems there is to be had to begin with

devrant wasn't loading for like hours for me and now it's slow

death. dying. the deadening

@Lensflare you claimed to be a communist but now you disparage SJWs

but SJWs are communists

eeee mania

jelly of the treadmill

supposed to get one. I got no job and no income so I don't buy anything but somebody wanted to unload one on me but then they had a wedding aaaa

never seen programmable ones. the ones I saw online all seemed like Chinese photoshopped scams, too

*looks depressingly*

WHAT ARE THE BASIC AXIOMATIC RULES

maybe it's all the fancy features I don't know

I want that autistic one-button play. mash one button make everything work.

JavaScript is whatever the fuck you want at all times

rust is I know it's possible but what the fuck did I just try to write to make it happen what the fuck what just fuck what. and then it doesn't even work even though it should so it makes the language feel too new and naive

@12bitfloat I can't architecture

@magicMirror yeah but I leave when I see them and so does anyone else over 25 that's not a pedo

you solve it by putting friend groups / circles in

Facebook did it just at one college then added college by college. this way people had a use for it until it grew

so you take a small community and make sure everyone in it is using it then expand it to other small communities until it gains critical enough mass

friend groups have to join together

or in my case I'm into interest groups but that's rare I think amongst humans

@12bitfloat grrrrrr what really

I miss the pure joy of being one with the code I write. then sky's the limit. it's like your own body instead of this endless pain

@Lensflare I thought SJW was communists

@Lensflare those confused me. the people in those don't even know what they're talking about

it's basically too mainstream so full of hucksters and I can't find the good stuff. nor did I rely care because I'm not interested in fate that much

astrology drama is ridiculous also

I was in MBTI circles, a lot of the time people were into astrology there. hard to pick it up though if nobody knows what they're talking about. MBTI took a while also because people don't understand those either and it's also too shilled and mainstream stupid

tarot is easier though and way more fun and less scholastic
if you can test it and it's personally useful then it's easier to engage with it

mmmh hot hot Scorpios though. always the funnest. not that I know what that is or means though just all my exes who were Scorpio were so hot. the more Scorpio the better. I get bored otherwise!
also fuck capricorns. literally the devil, probably
inb4 I find some exceptions

gag gifts shop

suppression of emotions and memes allow the emotions to get expressed without kicking you out of logical thoughts

it's hard to both think logically and be emotional. you suppress the other system like a see-saw

@CaptainRant principals get paid more than seniors btw

like 30-50% more

nobody takes any of that stuff seriously

they only pretend to because they wanna morally break you down

* disclaimer: the PTSD inside my mind may not apply to the world

@Lensflare I've been liking its answers

I also did tarot for somebody else and it made sense for them. I wasn't sure if I did it right. seemed like mine at first but I was doing it for me first. then I had them in mind and the cards were waaayy more like them

only slightly creepy

but I used to have access to my subconscious and since getting sick I lost that access. so I got a deck because I literally can't read my subconscious anymore some reason... I've never needed tools before for that =[

it also mentions how I can't finish coding projects because I won't share them and pokes me in the "haha you can't unify opposites" motherfucker. so all my coding blocks. how dare it

Epstein or something idk

id watch YouTube battles

@Lensflare what

@Lensflare I mean you're the one admitting autosuggestion works... @_@

ok actors isn't even my problem here

there was an atomic arrays lib somewhere and that's far less architecture changes

I just wanted you be able to use a proxy generically and all the proxy management stuff be a method so I don't have to rewrite it every time

at least for now til I run into some other problem

if I ask AI for a sample it writes me like 300 lines of redundant information and I'm bored

I'm on drugs that make me bored, so. you know. for the crazy everyone keeps insisting I have when it's just my personality and experiences

you've trusted a company? I haven't seen one say a single real thing

@Lensflare is the government trying to hide it? well since you don't know about it maybe

it's just introspection or meditation. self awareness. knowing the reasons behind things and what you value offers one a lot of power over themselves

@qwwerty it's the government doing it which claims itself to be a democracy so I guess it's democracy or whatever they're trying to claim is democracy

btw democracy ain't good. it's republic you're looking for if you wanna be morally superior. then there's a rights the government can't take away from people underneath the democracy part