@Lensflare ye all the time

they seem to talk like redditors

@Demolishun ye I been doing the gateway experience meditation videos for a while. got distracted and stopped after a week tho

@Lensflare i've never met someone trying to push their religion on me

and I went to a number of Catholic schools as an atheist!

*keeps meaning to take drugs to experiment with consciousness*

who needs computer when you can ESP

@AlgoRythm I posted this in a subreddit in the early years that was pro AI and the people in there got so absolutely triggered that I offhandedly mentioned "having to beat" the AI into submission. it's like I walked into a PETA meeting and said I was firing missiles at abandoned puppies

TIL a job would teach me c++

I don't mind the itty gritty. web tech community is just terrible. don't like the people there

@Demolishun not smart people, the people lying to you*

rules for theee but not for meee

your co worker communicates like my boyfriend

we've been together 4 years and I still can't understand what he's saying or why he's saying it that way. it's driving me crazy

@Demolishun oh yeah definitely automated cars will be used to kill people

they shouldn't be networked. hacker paradise. tho ur right it won't be the hackers killing you

.. and yeah they murder so many people of interest with planes. so many instances

@Demolishun you don't drive the flying cars. they're automated with automated flight coordination software. would be most efficient way to do it. would reduce accidents

currently air traffic controllers is a very difficult job with a lot of cognitive load, so few qualify for it. but a computer can do it better

@retoor ooo I wanna be the new illuminati...

do we even have any aligned goals or dispositions smh. we argue a lot amongst ourselves

@Demolishun I don't know if it started in Japan?

prior to programming socks and the tranny craze, it was dudes trying to be pickup artists. incels too scared to talk to a chick so they cold shouldered you out of anxiety, which was isolating. brogrammers who went to workout then said negging things to you because that's what their manosphere told them to do, so you could never "do anything right" and were the group bitchboy. had a few dudes try to blackmail me for sexual favours, or outright betray me by reneging on negotiated deals cuz they just "wanted nudes". was not a fun time. so tranny socks seems like an upgrade

and now, people don't even remember what the tranny socks were about. so the culture is moving on to a new outlet again

being annoyed at religious people is just stupid. there's so many more dumber things people do that would effect your life far more

I don't pick on people for their religion just cuz it offends me... like why make someone feel bad for no reason. religious people seem happy so I'm not gonna ruin it for them. plus religion is kind of cool. I don't believe in stuff but those people got wisdom sprinkled all over. interestingly they're far more amendable to discussing metaphysics and philosophy than atheists are, which makes them far more respectable people to me because they actually think about their actions in life. atheists seem to just want to passive aggressively make fun of things to pretend they're too good for them, but otherwise seem to be miserable inside and over time devolve into depression. it's like going to a hairdresser: you should judge them on their haircut before you allow them to cut yours, and atheists really seem miserable so it's not a good advertisement

made me think of oblivion right away

then it made me think of The Secret World (which unfortunately had absolute garbage combat)

@Hazarth programming socks is cuz there are no women and everybody will be single, so let's convert the most feminine of us into trannies

it starts small with some lite crossdressing... escalates. it's like grooming

NGL weed feels better than orgasms

I had access to an illegal weed (haven't bought the legal same strain yet) and I was wondering if that stuff was laced with opioids. I think it's just prime weed strain

... also the act of thinking gives me more pleasure than orgasming, which if I understand it is odd in humans but alas

... had the chance to take cocaine at a party once but I passed cuz what I knew of drugs I thought I'd enjoy that one too much. my childhood best friend snorted it though and then she disappeared for years, and bad stuff happened to her. she showed up again with psychosis and was basically nothing of her old self, basically effectively dead as a person. I still think about that sometimes

positively MURDEROUS

@Lensflare is that how you treat a moron?

the things you cite as culture I've avoided

I actually have issues with other aspects of the culture that you can't escape lol

like everyone is just uptight and kind of pansy. easily emotionally hurt. arrogant I guess but are not good at conflict resolution. strive for things that don't matter, judgemental if you aren't egoically moved by the same things as them and view it as a personal failure on your part...

I don't mind annoying YouTube videos tbh or internet jokes (though the jokes get old because it's the same jokes over and over again and they're pretty junior jokes). in terms of programming socks I have issues with other stuff in that same vein but seems like I'm the only one who is bothered by it so that confuses me and I won't mention it here

@tosensei I don't think you've ever ego died, saying stuff like that

sounds like projection

have you tried a different perspective for your consciousness

I had this epiphany on how projection works. either you ask what someone else sees, or you see the things your consciousness is generating but you won't accept into your body... either case maybe you should stop generating that narrative. get creative and think of something else

@kiki then you should stop thinking of yourself as a human and start thinking like a fish, duh

@tosensei idk what's your personality vs this mysterious tactic

teach, smartie

@BordedDev oh no you can be in different bodies. if you want to experience a future-body and non neanderthal, so be it

... personally tho holy shit neaderthals sound cool as all fuck. x35 the modern human bone density, teeth for snapping bones like you're hyenas. see in the dark. just hunt all day with equivalent human intelligence and eat meat. sounds fun as all fuck

@Lensflare actually he's correct and those drugs would make you know what it's like to be dead

that's actually kind of why I made this post 😁

that and some weird quantum physics idea

I am all curiouuussss

@Lensflare you can choose the adventure of being dead

one man's superhero story is another man's philanthropic white washing dream

@retoor ngl NL sounds like an awesome place to live

your corporate culture sounds so no hassle. was always jelly of that NL incel guy who bitched at me. he had nothing to bitch about. I was confused why he got treated so much better despite his terrible attitude. he would even not come into work for months at a time, and all his jobs were remote to begin with... nuts level of freedom and he still couldn't control himself enough to meet it.

then I met you and I'm like, "ah, all of NL is just idealic"

raagghh

I would actually like this

mine were like... boring presentations about values. once they got a massage person to give everyone a massage and I found that kind of weird. oh yeah we did a treasure hunt thing around the city. wasn't bad except they routinely wouldn't pay for food at bars so that was annoying cuz I was starving

once we were given fancy cooking lessons but it was pretty boring ngl. I guess I got free desserts out of it

I've always wanted to ride a horse. anywhere I saw them the owner wouldn't let you go off with it so it would always be lame

if you're waiting for chances you'll forget to live your life