I'll believe I'm immortal and can fly and probably drop off a building then

I'm so funnnyyy

gotcha!

for some reason I pictured 90s "welcome to the internet" gifs and sparkles and magenta colors

so I was quite endeared by that until I realized it's modern era

is that a band

@Root sorry 🫂

🤷

@Hazarth r u projecting

there's a way to understand where someone is coming from and what they're going through and then there's that... where it's as if you take them literally because you never climbed the wisdom of that emotional hill

and specifically a negative reaction would mean you are not ignorant of it, but have experienced it

and shame means you didn't conquer it, but ran

@Demolishun

ehhh as much as b2plane's rhetoric reminds me of this obsessive stalker guy who was into me who would give me the same speeches about how he just needed one drop of love from me

I check all your advice list all my life and I dated something like 20 people officially, but none of them ever measured up to how it feels to actually have a person in your life who genuinely loves you and would go to bat for you. it's a totally different kind of existence

I think, though, such a thing is very very rare. it was maybe once common but society went to fuck or something. I've been around and I'm pretty dope and get flunkies, in some instances 3rd of the populace in a community will be crushing on me and fighting over each other... but love. that's something else. that's something rarer than gold

awww... poor heart =[

maybe you'll find someone nice you'll get along with better thooo

that would give me prison

@shovethisrant thank you for giving me permission for something I already inherently had permission to do

are you taking credit for devrant's feature list?

@DamoMac ok then you are motivated by money

sounds inefficient to do it later instead of when you could've done it with less setup

yeah we all have brain damage since so it feels fast

ah yes, preying on the fact nobody remembers your earlier rants

are you schizophrenic

I had this manager that lied about the nature of my job

so I was stuck working full-time on her project and barred from working on any other projects
and she kept telling me she'd replace me in 2 months but then 9 months rolled by... at month 6 HR asked me for skills so they know what to put on the job post. I was livid. she said she'd hire someone new in 2 months and they WEREN'T EVEN LOOKING?!

so I proceeded to be so pissed I did no work, and then it continued for 3 months... this manager starts suddenly complimenting me left and right. I literally just went into work, opened up the code in front of me, and sat staring at the screen depressed... until I wanted to off myself eventually instead of continue this useless life. while she kept increasingly complimenting how well I work.

what a joke

I ended up quitting. they didn't pay me enough for that.

but don't let anyone tell you your work ethic ever matters. never got me anything, and then I was proved just the opposite.

quit your job since evidently you don't need the money

oh but @kanyewest murder gets downvoted

devrant no better, just LARP with superiority complex

inability to change to a different product; priceless

person of interest was cool

... think I just proved dunning Kruger lol

if I made it learn from the times it didn't make a mistake

it's accuracy went up by a little bit but it's confidence is shittier

lmao

(it also learns slower, which is annoying. needs more iterations / experience)

I don't know why that happens tbh

wheeeee

@TeachMeCode yoo what

I just figured out how to make this thing learn x10 faster

I gave it a confidence stat for my own inspection but then decided to link it with learning rate and gave it memory like humans have where if they're not confident they remember less... lolololol, now it has some slight bias where it thinks it behaves slightly better than it does and it's so cuuuute

also interestingly if it's not learned the material yet and you ask it to ignore the times it doesn't make errors then it also learns way faster lol

yep

the 90s were fun

everything was downhill from there

the no-fun police came

it's depressing to think of all the new generations that don't know the world was ever different

your brain is processing signals slower
less sensations it detects faster time feels like it's moving

got sick last year, my senses numbed out. 6 hours was like 5 minutes. truly scary shit

the better your senses work, the better throughput of your brain to process them all consciously, the slower time will pass

enlightenment is depicted as slowing down time to a crawl so you go faster than the world, and exercises for reaching it work on exercising neurons that detect bodily sensations at all times
some drugs can do the same, like weed or psychedelics

for some reason I'm trying to figure out how to write neural nets

@jassole they need a proper religion that keeps them out of everybody else's business methinks

@shovethisrant who told you you need to justify your existence? physics / god / natural law / whatever decided you exist, it's enforced by its very existence and doesn't need a subjective opinion such as a justification, which would be a far weaker rational than you literally empirically existing in the first place

sounds like somebody tried to bully something self evident out of people or something

@PaperTrail and it works even if you power off your phone (though Android only the new versions)

which effectively means you can't disconnect your phone

also something this meshnet highway being able to send commands to phones... other than GPS tracking which you can't turn off evidently there's an AI chip for recognizing images in them now and the justification was "what if it's child porn" but people said no not even if it's child porn but the hardware was put in anyway even though they didn't activate it for the child porn scanning

so this culminates into
your GPS is always known, even if you turn off your device
some mysterious commands can be sent to any phone
you can't disconnect it from an Internet connection, because it will bounce via Bluetooth low energy until it hits a phone with Internet to call home from
evidently your photos and potentially all the cameras could be getting AI chip scanned as well at any moment 🤷

@max19931 evidently I stashed and didn't commit

I was in a rewrite of something

had stashed it to do some quality of life changes, then committed those

then unstashed and worked on the WIP but made it better organized than my test prototype

then the laptop died
and I knew I lost the organization portion but thought I at least had the prototype

wha

chaos is fine and fun
exposure to it will make you understand it

oh yeah, anecdotally I can confirm at least in California it seems a friend of mine has trouble getting hired anywhere

they just hire Mexicans or women
and it's not merit based

not that he said that
but it's the only way I can explain watching his experiences
he's middle aged by this point and worked office construction jobs due to an injury all his life, but it's abysmally difficult to get hired. someone will contact him, offer him a job, then ghost him, then he sees the post back up. stuff like that. and it's rare people get back to him in the first place. but he has a lot of experience. and even if he gets hired it seems to be a lot of women... who don't seem to know anything about construction... and complain about having to talk to the field guys and insult them... because of their male characteristics (though they don't know that's why they're insulting them, they use other words)

but California is undoubtedly gonna be the worst of this

there was some guy in the 80s or 90s or something from a uni that had a much grimer outlook

it involved looking at labour participation

and he noticed specifically men of working age were just horribly decreasing in participation for decades

hahaha and then there was a report that came out recently that said
in 2021 top 100 companies in S&P hired 300k new employees
94% of those hires were people of color

so I'm thinking the wokeness and anti male and anti white stuff might be a contributing factor

chatGPT and other AIs, id you tell them "I'm proud to be black" or "I'm proud to be white" you can tell who is ok and who isn't... apparently whites and Russians are not ok

discrimination just has a new face now. why? it all sounds like nonsense to me

oh people attend those classes to learn

I never understood lol

pretty sure best way to learn is to mess around and break it. surely it can't be lectures to marketing spiel?!