@12bitfloat you've sloped yourself, by god

@TeachMeCode yeah I had to do it for salaried but then if I was even 15 minute under they deducted my pay... even tho where I live you have to pay overtime on salaried they never did also

@12bitfloat slippery slope fallacy

@AmyShackles just sounds polite

I had a manager always end all her emails... asking for things that were unnecessary to do... with "thank you for doing this for me so speedily" or some variation of. NGL what. I was gonna do it anyway because she asked but her saying that was always so gross to me, so "entitled". seems so manipulative and she just assumed she isn't like my boss and I have to do what she said anyway or lose my job.... kinda was abusive ngl. cuz I ignored it but fuck it made me feel shitty every fucking time. I do it cuz I have standards not cuz you're fucking emotionally manipulating me. but this emboldened her over time to do more emotional manipulation, of other forms... vile person

@PaperTrail that's not a rockstar... that's a slave driver lol

what's it matter how many hours you do if you get the work done. this is why I have PTSD. it's not a damned prison yard

I am starting to understand why people get passive aggressive. if this is the world we have to accept then people deserve it. in your 8 hours of work I can do several weeks. that means I'm punished. because fuck you. you didn't stand up straight and salute. Sally over here can't remember how to log into her own computer for 2 hours of every day. should I become like her? is this what "going beyond" looks like? look busy and be an inhumane dick?

it's vile

I don't want to pretend to work. I rather automate so much of the job we can all just fuck off and chill, basically supervise the code. why hasn't anyone realized programming is automation galore? have you all lost your damned minds? escape the fucking prisoner mindset. fucking hell

society is fucked anyway. why nitpick this one specific thing that killed a few million people and harms millions slowly over time, every day, when there's actually tons of categories like this. just nobody bothers to critically look at anything 🙄

@CaptainRant later I realized my phone has 0 open tabs at all times these days 😏

@YourMom damnit you don't like the joker voice in my head either! fuck what is it!

I kept thinking it was a possessing spirit. I can't tell if it's me or not me. am I haunted or disassociated from a part of me. grrrr

@Lensflare if I didn't like you I wouldn't talk to you. clearly I must like something!

@SoldierOfCode guy you're literally Israeli IDF. not sure throwing stones out of glass houses. you sent pics of you getting deployed so don't act like you ain't supporting it and I'm just misunderstanding. you pay taxes and contribute to that country and teaching those students who will go on to do horrible things to children. Israel literally has the highest pedo per capital stats in the world on top of it

also I'm saying this cuz turns out we weren't friends. generally I wouldn't reveal such detailed info but I'm feeling ticked and technically the stopgap of no friendship info reveal doesn't exist here. the hypocrisy is just too much for me tho so I'm just saying

@Lensflare you have flaws but I'm sure otherwise you're a great person?

know what namaste means? the divine in me honors the divine in you! awww

scammers. scammers everywhere

@Tounai could just zone out

I'm a slacker but not an incompetent one. I don't find ones who throw their work at me cool tho

especially after time if their opinions are useless you don't even have to listen, just repeats and predictable

have you seen the amount of ads pervading everything

soon you'll be clockwork Orange strapped to watch ads so you can do your government taxes. if you say no you go to jail and owe x20 your net worth to the government due to delayed disclosure and the interest rate which they keep jacking up because they keep printing too much money and causing too much inflation

no she's the firing person

I dislike and want less clutter. does it sparkle with you

wait til you meet opus. sexy

slackers and incompetence fine as long as they don't bug me

hell yeah management left. it's like your parents leaving. they should stay gone

thanks for coming into my brain. I am bueller's day off I guess

@YourMom I thought he builds and I'm his disparaging project manager 😁

I did not know

alpine is even slimmer 😋

@Lensflare yes

I'd code it up and maybe several visual versions (but cuz I do that when I present stuff cuz management where I was at was indecisive and changing their mind a lot, so I'd prepare and give them demos to help them decide and it worked well)

and then do a mock backend with static or random data. then easily switch that out for the real backend later

covers your ass anyway, I would figure

reminds me of a school group project I had tho and that did not go well at all cuz my whole group and only my group were slacking like I got setup to fail. and the joke "the teacher was just preparing you for the real world" does not make that guy a good teacher. makes him a fucktit

lol some dev was dead inside and just a mannequin for management's neurosis I guess

this is like the time I was asked to build DRM for a node js software... not to mention the only reason I'm in tech now is cuz I pirated everything and reverse engineered MMO servers as a teenager so that's just a weird ask man

why would you stop him

his life

@Lensflare sounds like something you'd do. mess with your brother.

@Chewbanacas no that's an AI duplicate that looks like me for some reason 😭

ah... developers are the platform for the AI now you say

every business wants to become a platform. a utility. like you would love to invest in electricity companies before everyone can't survive without electricity. that's called being a utility. big bucks. ingrained infrastructure

what if humans are ingrained infrastructure of all societies 🥺
communism wins!

@BordedDev I also got access to some of my medical tests finally. not the raw data but something

over the last 3 years

so I'm healthy and especially recently like health guru healthy but my body seems to be under inflammation and taxing my liver and spleen. it's using my blood to soak up oxidative stress. not good

I wanna ask somebody to run an inflammatory markers test on me so I can know whats wrong, and then I can look up how to fix it

I think 3+ years of full body inflammation despite me being a healthy person and even fucking eating all organic never junk food or alcohol or anything and I'm still fucked and suffering... is fuuuuuucking stressful

SOMETHING fucked me up. neurons are very delicate. they just got screwed by the inflammation I think. which probably quite honestly came from that fuuuucking vaccine. but that doesn't help me. I need an inflammatory markers test

also so gross the doctors had these tests but kept shooing me away. they had greater fidelity results, too

@BordedDev useful now that he knows? I don't think they know. whatever that was referring to

yeah I like the psych at least for now. we get along but all his colleagues keep ditching out for some reason which is strange. he expertly saves social situations I noticed when we hang out when I don't get along with others... which is interesting. and he seems to keep up with my intelligence which is good. I get so annoyed when people don't, and they're like explaining basic things to me and I'm getting bored and feeling like they're treating me as lesser.. I digress

I don't wanna tell him about the hypnotism. I think it would be above the pay grade that I went to an occult server to learn about the astral realms and got distracted by psychic powers and instead got hypnotized -.-.. they put people in the loonie bin for "psychic" shit. but I'm on a quest of exploration. above their pay grade

I did self hypnosis and tried to clean it up. might be fine. if I find artifacts I'll figure it out

@BordedDev I don't have the mental space but it's because I up and lost the mental space due to "illness". it's not that I got lazy and lost it. it just poofed. which is just insane to me!

someone just walked me through uhhh... idk how to put it. I found my etheric temple but it's like my mindmap of my default mode network. then they shared with me how they build basically citadels in their heads of their psychology. so now I'm playing around with that. in that I have a ring for my "mental plane" and it's just fucked... I can't even see it but at least I know it's there and I have found it. gives me a lot to meditate on now actually. I can experiment in the temple with the physics. so I think in your mind you have to determine your own physics for "magic". then when you enter others' they have their own physics. and it's just realms with different rules everywhere

... seems if I put something in that doesn't belong it fades in mine lol. so it works like that it seems in the systems