Internship Update:
I am slowly breaking down.
I have to endure all of that stress.
Both physically and psychically.
I keep cutting myself without wanting it.
I am not attempting suicide lol.
I applied as an IT person.
What I am doing has almost barely to do with IT tho.
I am most of the time busy carrying heavy stuff like refrigerators, placing new washing machines, setting TVs by building them and putting them on the shelves. The shelves are hard to reach. At the same height as my head.
Fuck that shit already. I am not going to miss that place.

@CoffeeNcode It is a requirement of my technical college where I am about to get my college degree in IT.
I have to endure another 2 weeks.

If it was for the work experience I would have quit at the first day, but since I have to do it, I will have to stay stable.
I even talked to the deparment chief about it and he was like I am going to ask the "real" IT department and let you know. This was last week. He did not tell me anything. Thus I decided to go and take a look myself. I went to the department. Asked the team leader and told him about the current situation. He was like I will talk to your department chief about it or come and have a chat with him personally. I left that building sadly, because that was not a good sign. If there was a position for me, he would have been more positive and more chatty with me. He came to the store and I was smiling, because that could have been the chance of me switching positions. Nope. He deeply dissapointed me. He came in, waited for my department chief, and talked about how the shipment of a machine to his house will be and fucked off.
Seems like there will be no switching.

I will talk to the store department chief tomorrow and tell him that I can not do all of that anymore. He should just let me sit infront of the PC and do my thing.
I really start missing the excel tasks he gave me at my first day.

@elcore I am from the same country as you

@CoffeeNcode thanks a lot!
I will just tell him to stop giving me such tasks. And that the coworkers should stop giving me tasks as well.

@CoffeeNcode will do so! :)

I wish my hands were hairless like that, i always have to trim them with electric razor and it annoys the fuck out of me

@SukMikeHok that is the front end. You should see the back end.

@-ANGRY-CLIENT- well its not so much right now cause its trimmed a few days ago so whatchu got?

@-ANGRY-CLIENT- i actually naturally had even worse than that, but now i trim it when it grows that much approx

Why did you feel the need to post a FRESH cut without a trigger warning?

You don't know what kind of damage you are doing by posting a picture of a FRESH cut. Do you realize that you could be triggering someone?

Was this done out of self harm? If so, please stop before you get addicted.

I'm so sorry. My commented sounded rude. I was just kind of angry that there wasn't a trigger warning or anything.

I'm sorry you have to deal with this at your job. I hope things end well for you.

Wow what a shitty place

i hope you're ok now bro. that cut is bad and so your internship.

Do talk to your school about this, and ask if they can get you an internship somewhere else entirely. That company is pure poison to your mental health. If they wanted you as an IT intern, they should've let you apply at the "real IT department" (what the hell does that even mean) in the first place. So yeah. 2 weeks at this rate isn't going to be worth the risk of a mental breakdown. If you have to start all over somewhere else, so be it. But get away from there at all costs! Your health is more important than silly pieces of paper saying "certified as having been an intern at place foo".

Quit.

Get it treated and wear watch or some band on your wrists, then contemplate what you should do next.

@Michelle it is fine.
I forgot that you had such a thing against blood.
I am sorry.

@Condor I will do so if the department chief rejects my "just let me sit infront of the pc" offer.

@-ANGRY-CLIENT-
I don't have anything against blood. As a matter of fact, I love blood.

I'm just worried you could be triggering someone. :)

@RantSomeWhere
Not in a weird way or anything. I just think it's cool.

@RantSomeWhere
You wouldn't understand.

@RantSomeWhere
Trust me. You wouldn't understand if I explained it to you. The sight of blood is almost thrilling in a way.

@RantSomeWhere
Vampires feel hungry around blood, not thrilled lol.

@RantSomeWhere
Well fuck. I don't know what to say then lol.

@RantSomeWhere
I already know ehere you live.
Miller's Planet :P

I know where @rantsomewhere lives.
If you give me some of that "Red Ice", I will tell you where he lives, @Michelle.

@-ANGRY-CLIENT-
TELL ME

@RantSomeWhere http://detroit-become-human.wikia.com/...

@Michelle he lives close to my town

@-ANGRY-CLIENT-
How vague.

@Michelle ok... ok... he lives about 60 kms away from me.
That should clear it out.

@RantSomeWhere looool nevah

@RantSomeWhere I just saw it in the memes first. Did not make sense to me and I could not care less about looking it up.
Then I saw pewds playing it. Well... that got me hooked up hella fast ma boi haha

@RantSomeWhere oh... uhmmm... I am not really from within that non-existent city. I am not sure if you know Minden. What is the partner city of Minden? Now you have it.

@RantSomeWhere But you are in a city with the first letters of it being "Güt" afaik. Now let me make the calc.
"Fahrroute beträgt 66.29 km"

@RantSomeWhere you know Lübeck", right?
What is the almost same city with the almost same name?
Do not say it. Just blink, if you know it.

@RantSomeWhere haha nah :)

@Michelle You freaking out and lecturing the OP on behalf of an imaginary victim, even though you *love blood*, because someone MIGHT be triggered by the blood in the post, sums up the current state of political correctness perfectly.