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At 12:38 AM, I am working in the office alone on a project that I hate with my guts.

Since last month I am feeling nothing. In the morning I don't want to get up and go to the office. I do not feel any excitement in my job. Even I hate talking to people, I still have to join 4 meetings and talk to them.

As the Project Manager, I hate taking responsibility for other people's code.

Writing emails to stupid business people and talking to them at the meeting, I hate those people.

I have worked for almost 16 hours per day for 2 months to finish this project. Even worked on Sunday. The project is not finished. The scope and requirement get changed daily. The client has no fucking idea of what they want.

I have no fucking idea what I want to in my life. I just want to go home and get a good fucking sleep.

Whoever is reading this, I hope you have better time in your life than me.

And please tell them this will get better. I need to hear it.

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  • 7
    16 hours a day for 2 months?! Working Sundays?! Dude, I hate to say it, but they're taking you for a ride.

    Look for a new job ASAP. I'm not surprised you feel like crap. That's about as sensible as it is sustainable.
  • 2
    @irene I totally agree, I start losing my mind if I don't get enough sleep too and my productivity starts to decrease drastically
  • 0
    Just wanna tell u that as a senior developer (14 years) i worked many times on litterally "endless" project with an agile paradygme that makes it a "ne ver reaching production phase ever".
    But all of them eventually finished, by a drop down of either the client budget, either the developpers etc...
    Those things are not meant to last long. Those patterns cannor continue.
    So my advice is that u keep doing what u do now, while keeping the certain hope that it WILL end soon, and try to think already what would be the next step...
  • 1
    Dude atrocious - I work routinely 10-12 hrs daily plus the hour commute going and coming.... meetings feel like their pointless but they get better. Get some rest
  • 1
    man, try to rise your voice that you need to sleep otherwise you wont be able to work efficiently and you will use up more time and yeld less effect...

    Your superior MUST understand this basic shit, if he wont, just get other job, it's pointless. Even if it finnished like tommorow. If your superiors cant understand basics how humans work and what are human needs... Pointless...
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