@AnotherOct0 By the way, its name is Full HD

@nonsleep1 1920x1080, not 1080p. 1080p is a format, not a resolution :)

Hi, how are you all doing? I hope this "new message on a rant you commented on" notification won't be drowned by the other ones

You should get a blood test now

@PrivateGER Don't bother them, they didn't notice last time, I don't think its worth the effort. Also, I'm not really around anymore, so... :)

@JoshBent Believe me, I have tried way too many things. Even paid a guru to do the job, didn't work!

Just dropping by to say that I'm feeling alright today. I hope it's gonna last.

I'm positive you didn't solve it for yourself and had to solve it with the bundled manual for the first two months. Two minutes of silence for people too lazy to figure out things for themselves.

@Condor I'll keep it in mind

@rant1ng I'm not planning in giving up. Even if it's through the worst, I decided to die from a natural cause.

@Condor I'm not into MMORPGs, but I guess I could try. Also, since you so brutally changed your avatar, I thought it was Linux answering here ^^

@Condor I'm not sure I'm at a stage where I want to get better. I guess it's what depression is about, but I don't want it. I don't know. I tick every criteria for depression, except from the suicidal thoughts. Which might come later. Or not. I'll just have to follow the episodes to see how all of this turns out.

Thanks for being there though, Condor. Appreciate you.

Would you happen to have some free time currently? I guess having something to do in which someone other than me is involved could get me on rails. I don't want you to feel obligated to do anything, that being said. Please only consider this of you're in need of something to do too. Or not. Live your life, you can find me in my bed if you ever need me.

Does alcohol actually help by the way?

@CoffeeNcode Don't bother dfox with that, it's okay. At least I think it's not worth it. I'll maybe get into it if I ever feel like getting TheOct0 and the plethora of meh posts I made back.

@SauceBoss I have no idea. Maybe I'll check if it lasts too long. Thanks.

@Condor Thanks man. I'm not in the support phase yet, I'm in more of a "I'm depressed but I don't really want to change" mood. Maybe you get it. Thanks anyways. I pressed that "delete account" button a dozen times, but since something is wrong with my account it didn't register. Maybe some superior thing want me here after all. If this same superior dude could just let me log in again one day that would be the best.

I just hope this is just a few days or weeks long, and not a few years.

@rant1ng Thanks. I don't really feel like being here anymore to be honest. Especially since I appear to be IP banned and can't login in my account (or @Solstice's, for that matter).

@CoffeeNcode I'll spare you the "I don't deserve" crap, but no, I'm not being treated or anything. I'm feeling fine when I'm with my loved one (depression crushes down again the instant she leaves me, I have noticed), so that helps.

@rsync Mine didn't come from anything. At first, since I was constantly sad, I thought some things were the cause of it. When I understood I was actually depressive, I understood that I wasn't sad about anything, really. That was kind of uplifting in all this mess. I'm still sad though.

I wouldn't even know what to rant about. Since my life now is more or less just playing sad guitar not to cry randomly (which doesn't help, but at least I'm busy) and... well, being sad, that would just end up being me paraphrasing my own self-deprecative rants. I don't want to put that here.

@rsync Well I could just stay here and continue on ranting, but I know exactly what it's going to revolve around, since I'm not doing anything anymore.

Also, there is some entertainment in depression. I discover every day that a lot of things I though were overexaggerated by so-called depressive people are in fact true. Cutting your hair for no particular reason. Not eating. Ceasing every activity you used to like.

See? That's why I don't want to pollute everyone's threads.

@rsync @Condor @SauceBoss @rant1ng @NULLmaster @cdev @k0pernikus @CoffeeNcode

Turns out it wasn't just a bad day. It was the open door to depression.

Instead of just having one of my usual mood swings, I entered full-on clinical depression. Yay.

I also can't login into my account. I'm gonna let go of devRant, since I don't want to turn it into depressionRant. Thanks for the support.