I need to drop out of this.
I am failing to get out of bed on a nearly daily basis, so I don't think I can make it to this in like 12 days.
Have fun tho if y'all decide to go! ✌️

@kiki I'm mostly ace anyways. I barely ever feel attracted to anyone anymore and there they go ruining it anyways.

I'd go for a dial down version tho. I take slaps on butt and being held in weird uncomfortable positions, but you can't degrade, breathe weirdly or force oral.
Take it or leave it.

The questions went unanswered. 😐
That says enough.

@wojtek322 with this stuff, there's no real documentation. It's algorithms so there's either a conference paper, or a book at best.

Yo. Where are you? You haven't been around for like half a year. Are you still alive?

🫤 you sure those are homosapien girls? Seems some extraterrestrials or whatever.

Also, the joke was that having people that have a sense of humor is also a diversity criteria.

@retoor I do. Cookie cutter workplaces rarely make good moral choices.
Also, I'm an outlier. Always been. So I don't fit in. If the place doesn't have diversity, I often get labeled as "too much", "extra", and "aggressive". And I don't learn jackshit in those workplaces either, because they refuse to think outside of the box.

Get out of here!
(Go on)

And welcome!

I need to find a cuddle buddy if I am to survive what's coming for me for the next half year. 😑

This morning my mom and dad also voted on finishing the PhD. My dad was very much on board, which means I probably won't starve if I run out of money. Hate getting money from them tho. There's also social services. May the Gods protect me. 😑🥺

I ain't branding myself with a tattoo, but I'm down for getting drunk while y'all get tattooed. 😎

@Lensflare the particular ones have either left the chat or live unreasonably far (Aussie and US) so nah, no one particular in mind.

@Maximillian I do have ADHD traits, but I have a hypothesis that cptsd can cause adhd traits. (There's research showing trauma can create autistic traits. None on adhd tho)
And in this regard, I wish I could find proper therapy. But when you grow up with 3 different cultures and migrate into a 4th one alone, you can't really find a therapist that fits.

I flopped many interviews because I was controlling my anger to not smack the interviewer in the back of the head and force them to be smarter and actually THINK before they ask a problematic question. Some also because I noticed there was no way I'd work with them due to their red flags but I'm too polite to walk out with my middle fingers raised.

Duck off

@rootshell the issue is that I have legal situations, due to which I cannot work for companies outside of Germany for about a year, unless I do such minimal work that goes under the radar.
Or maybe I hit you up once my tax shit is fixed and I can work outside without risks?

@rootshell I'm willing to do part time work for you. 😜
I do data science and ML stuff,but I really dislike nlp and anything to do with (human) languages.

😐 I was being sarcastic, in case anyone missed it.

@retoor I agree. Gotta prevent babies the old fashion way: kick that mofo in the nut before he cums. 😒

Don't need special condoms. A smartwatch can actually tell you that info too. (Heart rate patterns)

Same tho

Oh, also I've been getting ghosted left and right. Have not heard back from any other places I've applied to in months.

📌

Set it all on fire?
Poison everyone so you have more time while they're all miserable?
Give up and start a cat coffee shop?

It's just a job. You exchange money for your knowledge and expertise. Don't value it above that. It shouldn't define your self worth, mood or mental health condition.

@IleneHoeger honestly, I don't remember. Who were you? Who are you? Who are we? Why are we here? Where are my toes? And so on and so forth.

Unless you're Jase. Then just reply with emojis.

Preach!

@ANTIASYLUMIST discrimination is strong in academia. I have experienced it first-hand.

@Wisecrack I would rather be alleft, but I'm not. Still crawling.