Got back to programming. After a failed period as tech lead at another company. It feels good to be a dev again.

I am a web dev. I got a job as a tech lead 6 months ago and I was very happy about it... But now I don't think I made the right decision. What should a dev evolve into? Any tech leads here that started as devs ( I mention I have 12 yrs+ of experience as a dev ).

I have so much to rant about... the problem is "everyone I know" knows my nickname. And I'm afraid someday they would google it and find my rants. I need to create another account...