- That I never programmed anything "big" or useful.

- that I didn't have a developer job or internship (I am a university student).

- reading job descriptions and seeing the qualifications they ask for.

😫😫

Reading the qualifications and seeing who got the job, you realize you don't have to lie, but you can certainly embellish.

You would be surprised how many of those skills You can pick up in a year. I've gone from 30% to 80%

Companies ask for a senior like skill but then you find someone who can't even write a class properly took the job.
Even worse they write on the internship requirements '' minimum 2 years experience '' on a framework/tool/language that no university teach.

Go to google, they'll let you intern... (Reference: The Internship) goodluck! haha

P.S.
I understand what you're feeling.. We are exactly the same, don't worry!