for some reason, I have started to despise people who follow the rules, and people who conform

but I guess thanks to these sheeple I get to enjoy life

good!

but also I don't know if people following the rules allows others to enjoy life... we tend to have a tyrant of rules we didn't agree to and if you don't do them the village people spit on you and treat you like you're inhuman and then throw vegetables at you for some made up "crime"

@jestdotty Do they do all that stuff whilst singing YMCA?

thing is, people who are NPC-ing their way through life say the exact thing you just said. They're so locked into their beliefs that they think that there's nothing else to explore/experience.

Now you know what you are.

@SidTheITGuy exactly.

At 14 I wanted to be different from the conformist.

At 25 I stopped giving a shit about them. Everybody like to be different, it's boring

It's like the story of that guy who's like "I STOPPED SMOKING FOR 5 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 4 DAYS, 12 HOURS, 3 MINUTES and 34 SECONDS".

@SidTheITGuy I feel like you're a type that would protect the system/status quo

you're not just an NPC, but an agent lol

everybody follows rules, it's just a question of which rules.

even you.

@tosensei which rules?

@sidthepajfuk probably the rule of being dumb?

@tosensei rules are for those who have killed their heart and mind with fear

@jestdotty so you're telling me you follow the rules of your heart and mind?

@tosensei You're an example of a person who follow self-inflicting invisible rules with delusions.

A german who hates Germany and loves to suck Jew dick. Explains the hair.

@sidthepajfuk you go to the office everyday you dumb bitch

@tosensei they're called instincts or intuition

they're not rules because they're not black and white

psychologically black and white thinking bad juju

and also no as a general. I'm trying this thing where I'm realizing where I'm thinking instead of hearting and gonna see what will happen if I do that instead. something something "the intuitive mind is a sacred gift, and the rational mind is a faithful servant. we have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift"

so I wanna see what happens when you flip it

I know heart and mind are never supposed to be at odds with each other and I've generally been good about that but maybe I slacked somewhere and I wanna know. I do think I did about the time everything went to shit for me and they desynched more and more right before things went more into shit, so gonna see if that's the way to crawl back out

@antigermgerm fuk you got me, I could work from home but then I have to cook

@jestdotty there's no rule saying that a rule has to be black and white.

that's only a common assumption among those with lower levels of intellect.

@tosensei if you had a decent intellect, you wouldn't even touch a Jew dick mate

@tosensei you should try absurdism

some rules are asinine and shouldn't be followed. They're there because most people have double digit IQs