turns out this brain dyslexia I got from this COVID vaccine is hell when you're trying to work with numbers

interestingly I somehow did not expect this. I was having "conceptual" dyslexia and it was driving me nuts before. now I've healed from that but holy shit it's far more frustrating with numbers. you literally have no hope. everything looks like everything else, unlike with concepts which are far easier to "notice" and "feel" in your own head if that makes sense

I feel so helpless

trying to rely on AI now to help me and we all know how well it hallucinates logical things... no hope

hopefully it'll clear like the conceptual dyslexia did over time. I've never had dyslexia in my life. wild. wonder what causes it. guess we'll never know though because nobody's interested in the actual causes of anything, only making you dependent to treat the symptoms!