society seems to just keep telling me I don't deserve to live

sigh

So? Nobody deserves to exist. What the fuck did you do in order to achieve existence, so the universe owed it to you? I have a child. It did nothing in order to achieve existence. My wife and I did all the work. And now it exists... And it tries its best to remedy this situation, which my wife and I try to prevent.

My child doesn't deserve to exist. It does so anyway. You don't deserve to exist and neither do I.

Deserving, what a weird concept. What a weird claim on the universe.

Living is the temporary fight against entropy. The universe is trying to kill all of us.

It'll change someday. Life's long. Lesser periods exist. Also, you decide yourself who is able to judge. Most of society are just sheep and their opinion does not count to me imho. Check all those fuckers consume the same media and then discuss everything with same outcome because they consume the same. Zero development.

Screw society then. Bunch of sheep anyways

Now there's AI to help them.