This endless exhaustion is killing me.

No, the endless killing is exhausting you.

work related or just life as a whole? i feel tired 24/7 too :( i honestly don't think we are meant to work this much, i love my job but i could do with a two week vacation right about now

It's been like that for me for the last 3 years. Can't even function without meds.

@AleCx04 Its either stress or sickness. Or more likely: both.

It's been hard to concentrate on work even when I have time, and I generally don't because I don't have a quiet place to work. The work is also difficult because the codebase is very complicated, uninteresting, and sometimes outright awful. Everything about it is also slow which routinely kills my zone. Plus being sick for weeks and feeling exhausted, I've gotten even less done, which makes me spend more and more time trying to work. I feel like I'm doing nothing but working, cooking, or sleeping. Or trying to relax instead of sleep. This adds to the stress, and one possible result of that stress is more exhaustion. I'm incredibly numb to stress, so I probably can't actually tell and just think I'm still sick. And all of this makes me look like a terrible new hire.

@FrodoSwaggins you sick basterd