At my fucking wits end, but coding will help me prevail.

Got kicked out my apartment because I couldn't make the payment. Fucking job I have is fucking useless (dev and administrator) in terms of pay. They basically have me by the balls. Can't leave because I need the money, need to leave because I need more money.

Fuck it. Tired of eating noodles and ramen. Tired of being fucked around like this. Paying for my own studies has fucked me harder than a bottle of tequila and a casino trip.

But I shall code, and I shall code until I prevail.

To the place I work for, fuck you (not being unfair, I earn less than the receptionist and I have a degree, a plethora of certs, and a few years exp). My time will come, and when it does, I'll come out on top.

Until then, I rant and code.

Look for a different job WHILE you're there.

What @Letmecode and @filthyranter said. Keep on coding bro, we are here for you!

You'll find a job where someone appreciates you, then you can tell those shitters to fuck themselves. Systems administration is a very personal job between man and machine, and when a company loses one, there is always a lot of shit follows.

Holding my thumbs for you, don't let them get you down. That's what they want. Fuck them.

Perfect rant!

Welcome to our life, under valued, under appreciated, and out paid and ranked by those who can't begin to explain what we do.

Keep looking you will find the right fit. It takes time and hard work and it seems you've got both of those in.

I feel ya... Sysadmins have the real power, so put an ultimatum or sue them.

@rooperlooper paying for an education and spending time learning real skills is a sad situation. my man has been supporting me while i do as much. he asks if ive applied to jobs and gets mad when i say no, but i know im not ready to get the job ive been training for and dont want to never get it after this much time studying. ive been making up stories about job interviews, confined at home in one of oakland's worst neighborhoods for over a year, too broke to move or even leave the house -- taking longer to learn trying to do it for free.

when i first started teaching myself and buying expensive software to learn, i didnt even know what to learn to know which resources to try to get free. of course its been slow, but my man has started treating me like i'm "slow" and i feel that way every day watching the drug dealers on the corner, envying their employment status.

I support you in any decision. The main thing is that the tequila, casino, and website https://ipayzz.com/real-money-slots... do not stop you from coding. I hope everything will be okay.

I can understand what you are going through, but you should keep in mind that you and only you can actually "save" yourself. Look for another job, and take under account that it is not only about the money, but being appreciated too.