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Every day that goes by, I learn something about myself.

In my mind I have an explanation of who I am, which I usually think is fixed.

Presumed flaws, presumed virtues presumed traits.

All forming an alibi of my presumed self.

You know, a good person who is a bit of an asshole, an advocate for the underdog but who rarely does anything brave.

And also, a 100% straight guy.

But then you go to the movies to see Aladdin, and an hour into the movie for like 30 seconds Will Smith shows up like a trap, wearing make up and shit and you think to yourself "I could totally fuck this dude on his fucking face".

What a curve ball.

Smalltalk, the language that keeps popping up in articles I read about nice languages and seems like the real underdog that's gone under the radar now that FP has taken hold. Must give it a go.

"I'm gonna pull the whole thing down. I'm gonna bring the whole fuckin' diseased, corrupt temple down on your head. It's gonna be biblical."

I like this line. Resonates with me. Probably should watch the movie some time.